They say an end can be a start,
Feels like I've been buried yet I'm still alive,
It's like a bad day that never ends,
I feel the chaos around me.
A thing I don't try to deny
I'd better learn to accept that
There are things in my life that I can't control

They say love ain't nothing but a sore,
I don't even know what love is,
Too many tears have had to fall,
Don't you know I'm so tired of it all,
I have known terror dizzy spells
Finding out the secrets words won't tell,
Whatever it is it can't be named,
There's a part of my world that' s fading away

/*************************************************************
CODE STRUCTURE
**************************************************************/

@import url(style_cs.css);
@import url("https://fonts.googleapis.com/css2?family=Material+Symbols+Outlined:opsz,wght,FILL,GRAD@48,400,0,0");
@import url("https://fonts.googleapis.com/css2?family=Material+Symbols+Rounded:opsz,wght,FILL,GRAD@24,400,1,0");
@import url("https://kit-pro.fontawesome.com/releases/v6.6.0/css/pro.min.css");
@import url("https://fonts.googleapis.com/css2?family=PT+Mono&display=swap");

:root {
  --bg: url("https://i.yapx.ru/dYEcz.png") center top / cover no-repeat fixed;
  --main-w: 950px;
  --main-p: 20px;

  --title-bg: url("https://i.yapx.ru/dYEYg.png") center top / contain no-repeat;
  --title-h: 640px;

  --font: Verdana, Arial, sans-serif;
  --font-fav: Georgia, serif;
  --font1: Georgia, serif;
  --post-text: 400 11px/15px Verdana, Arial, sans-serif;

  --pun: #f2f2f2;
  --bg-color: #d9d9d9;

  --color-accent1: #d86b72;
  --color-accent2: #8a8a8a;
  --color-accent3: #d86b72;
  --color-accent5: #d86b72;
  --color-accent6: #d86b72;

  --color-gray1: #8f8f8f;
  --color-gray2: #6d6d6d;
  --color-gray3: #c8c8c8;
  --color-gray4: 143,143,143;

  --color-dark1: #2f2f2f;
  --color-dark2: #4a4a4a;
  --color-dark4: #666666;

  --color-light1: #ffffff;
  --color-light2: #ececec;
  --color-light3: #dddddd;

  --notify: #d86b72;
  --link: #4a4a4a;

  --prof-w: 220px;
  --profnav-w: 180px;
  --post-p: 40px;
  --usav: 28px;
  --av-gst: url("https://forumavatars.ru/i/default_avatar.jpg") top/cover;
  --av-def: var(--av-gst);

  --main-intd-gap: 15px;
  --intd-gap: 25px;
  --main-icon-w: 50px;
  --main-icon-h: 50px;
  --icon-w: 18px;
  --icon-h: 18px;

  --mat: "Material Symbols Outlined";
  --mat1: "Material Symbols Rounded";
  --faw: "Font Awesome 6 Pro";
}

html,
body {
  margin: 0;
  padding: 0;
  min-height: 100%;
}

html * {
  box-sizing: border-box;
  -webkit-text-size-adjust: none;
}

body,
body.redirect-page {
  background: var(--bg);
  background-color: var(--bg-color);
  overflow-x: hidden;
}

a {
  text-decoration: none;
  color: var(--link);
  transition: 0.3s;
}

a:hover,
a:focus,
a:active {
  color: var(--color-accent1);
}

:focus {
  outline: none !important;
}

#pun {
  position: relative;
  width: var(--main-w);
  margin: 0 auto;
  padding: 0 var(--main-p) var(--main-p);
  background: var(--pun);
  color: var(--color-dark1);
  font: 400 11px/1 var(--font);
}

/* шапка */
#pun-title {
  width: calc(var(--main-w) + var(--main-p) * 2);
  height: var(--title-h);
  margin: 0 0 10px calc(var(--main-p) * -1);
  background: var(--title-bg);
  background-size: contain;
  background-repeat: no-repeat;
  background-position: center top;
  position: relative;
}

#pun-title h1 span {
  display: none;
}

#pun-title table {
  width: 100%;
  height: 100%;
  border: none;
}

#pun-title td {
  border: none;
}

/* верхнее меню */
#pun-navlinks {
  position: absolute;
  top: 30px;
  left: 0;
  width: 100%;
  z-index: 20;
}

#pun-navlinks .container {
  display: flex;
  justify-content: center;
  gap: 8px;
  margin: 0;
  padding: 0;
}

#pun-navlinks li {
  display: inline-flex;
}

#pun-navlinks a {
  display: inline-flex;
  align-items: center;
  justify-content: center;
  min-width: 56px;
  height: 18px;
  padding: 0 6px;
  font: 700 9px/1 var(--font);
  color: #fff;
  background: #232323;
  border-radius: 6px;
  text-transform: lowercase;
}

#pun-navlinks a:hover {
  background: #d86b72;
  color: #fff;
}

/* второе меню */
#pun-ulinks {
  position: absolute;
  top: 58px;
  left: 0;
  width: 100%;
  z-index: 20;
}

#pun-ulinks .container {
  display: flex;
  justify-content: center;
  gap: 8px;
  margin: 0;
  padding: 0;
}

#pun-ulinks li,
#pun-ulinks li a {
  display: inline-flex;
  border: none;
}

#pun-ulinks a {
  display: inline-flex;
  align-items: center;
  justify-content: center;
  min-width: 72px;
  height: 16px;
  padding: 0 6px;
  font: 700 8px/1 var(--font);
  color: #fff;
  background: #232323;
  border-radius: 6px;
  text-transform: lowercase;
}

#pun-ulinks a:hover {
  background: #d86b72;
  color: #fff;
}

/* приветствие */
#pun-status {
  margin: 0 0 15px;
  padding-top: 6px;
}

#pun-status .container {
  text-align: right;
  color: var(--color-gray2);
  font: 400 10px/1.4 var(--font);
}

#pun-status .container * {
  color: inherit;
}

#pun-status .status-right {
  float: none !important;
  display: inline !important;
}

/* announcement */
#pun-announcement {
  margin: 0 0 15px;
}

#pun-announcement h2 {
  display: none;
}

#pun-announcement .container {
  padding: 0;
}

/* базовые блоки */
.punbb .section,
.punbb .main,
.punbb .forum,
.punbb .formal,
.punbb .modmenu,
.punbb .info,
.punbb .category,
.punbb .post,
.punbb .container {
  border: none !important;
}

#pun-main h1,
#pun-main h2,
#pun-stats h2,
#pun-debug h2 {
  padding: 0;
  margin: 0;
  border: none;
  font-size: 0;
  height: 0;
  overflow: hidden;
}

table {
  width: 100%;
  table-layout: fixed;
}

#pun-index .main table {
  border-collapse: collapse;
}

/* категории */
.category {
  margin-top: 18px;
}

.category .container,
.statscon {
  position: relative;
  background: #f8f8f8;
  border-radius: 10px;
  padding: 16px;
}

.category h2,
#pun-stats h2 {
  margin: 0 0 10px;
  height: 40px;
  display: flex;
  align-items: center;
  justify-content: center;
  background: transparent;
}

.category h2 span,
#pun-stats h2 span {
  font: 700 28px/1 var(--font-fav);
  color: var(--color-dark1);
}

/* строки форумов */
.hasicon,
.usertable tbody,
#messages tbody,
#pun-respect .container tbody,
#pun-positive .container tbody,
#pun-online .container tbody,
.statscon,
#filetable tbody,
#pun-profile .container > fieldset,
#pun-profile .container > form {
  display: flex;
  flex-direction: column;
  gap: 12px;
  margin: 0 auto;
  font-size: 11px;
  width: auto;
}

.hasicon tr,
thead tr,
.usertable tr,
#messages tr,
#pun-searchtopics .forum tr,
#pun-respect #pun-main > .section tr,
#pun-positive #pun-main > .section tr,
#pun-online .online-list tr,
.profile-awards-container tr,
#filetable tr {
  display: grid;
  gap: 20px;
  grid-template-columns: 1fr 70px 70px 220px;
  align-items: center;
  padding: 0;
  color: var(--color-gray2);
}

#pun-index .hasicon tr {
  grid-template-columns: 1fr 220px;
}

.hasicon td,
th,
td {
  padding: 0;
}

thead {
  display: none;
}

#pun-index .tclcon {
  display: flex;
  gap: 5px;
  flex-direction: column;
  justify-content: center;
}

#pun-index .tcl h3 {
  margin: 0;
}

#pun-index .tcl h3 a {
  font: 700 18px/1.1 var(--font-fav);
  color: var(--color-dark1);
  text-transform: uppercase;
  letter-spacing: 0.5px;
}

#pun-index .tcl h3 a:hover {
  color: var(--color-accent1);
}

#pun-index .tclcon span,
#pun-index .subforums {
  display: flex;
  flex-wrap: wrap;
  gap: 5px;
}

#pun-index .subforums {
  font-size: 0;
}

#pun-index .subforums a,
#pun-index .tclcon span a {
  color: var(--color-dark2);
  font-weight: 500;
}

#pun-index .tcr {
  display: grid;
  grid-template-columns: var(--usav) 1fr;
  grid-template-rows: repeat(2, auto);
  gap: 2px 10px;
  justify-items: start;
  align-items: center;
  text-align: left;
}

.lastpost-link {
  grid-column: 2;
  grid-row: 1;
  width: 100%;
  text-overflow: ellipsis;
  white-space: nowrap;
  overflow: hidden;
  color: var(--color-gray1);
}

.lastpost {
  grid-row: 2;
  grid-column: 2;
}

.user-avatar {
  margin: 0 !important;
  width: var(--usav) !important;
  height: var(--usav) !important;
  display: flex;
  align-items: center;
  justify-content: center;
  grid-row: 1 / 3;
}

#pun .user-avatar a {
  display: flex;
  width: 100% !important;
  height: 100% !important;
}

.user-avatar,
.avatar-image,
.user-avatar a {
  border-radius: 50% !important;
}

.avatar-image {
  width: var(--usav) !important;
  height: var(--usav) !important;
  filter: grayscale(1);
}

.isonline {
  background: var(--color-accent2) !important;
  width: 6px !important;
  height: 6px !important;
  border-radius: 50% !important;
}

/* иконки форумов */
.intd {
  width: 100%;
  display: grid;
  gap: 12px;
  align-items: center;
}

#pun-index .category .intd {
  grid-template-columns: 50px 1fr;
  grid-template-areas: "icon for";
}

#pun-index .icon {
  grid-area: icon;
  width: 50px;
  height: 50px;
  background: url("http://imgdepo.com/id/i8795049") no-repeat center center;
  background-size: contain;
}

#pun-index .intd .icon.inew {
  background-image: url("http://imgdepo.com/id/i8795048");
}

/* посты */
.post + .post,
.post + div + .post {
  margin-top: 20px;
}

#pun-main .post {
  display: grid;
  grid-template-rows: auto 1fr;
  background: #f8f8f8;
  border-radius: 10px;
}

.post > .container {
  display: flex;
  flex-wrap: wrap;
  gap: var(--post-p);
  justify-content: center;
  align-items: flex-start;
  padding: 20px;
}

.post-author {
  width: var(--prof-w);
  position: relative;
  height: fit-content;
}

.post-author ul,
#viewprofile #profile-left,
#pun-post .post-author {
  z-index: 1;
}

.post-author ul {
  display: flex;
  flex-wrap: wrap;
  justify-content: center;
  width: 100%;
  margin: 0;
  position: relative;
  padding: 12px;
  background: #ececec;
  border-radius: 10px;
}

.post-author li {
  width: inherit;
  position: relative;
  text-align: center;
  margin: 4px 0;
}

.pa-author,
li#profile-name > strong {
  margin: 0 !important;
  text-align: center;
  color: var(--color-dark2);
  font: 600 13px/1 var(--font) !important;
}

.pa-author:hover,
.pa-author a:hover {
  color: var(--color-accent1);
}

.pa-avatar,
#pa-avatar {
  margin: 0;
}

.pa-avatar img,
#pa-avatar img {
  max-width: 180px;
  max-height: 180px;
  position: relative;
  z-index: 2;
}

.post-body {
  display: block;
  width: calc(100% - var(--prof-w) - var(--post-p));
  position: relative;
}

.post-content {
  width: 100%;
  text-align: justify;
  font: var(--post-text);
  padding-right: 0;
}

.post-content p {
  margin: 0;
  text-align: justify;
  text-transform: none;
  word-break: break-word;
  line-height: 150%;
}

.post-content p + p {
  padding-top: 10px;
}

.post-links {
  width: 100%;
}

.post-links ul {
  text-align: right;
  margin: 0;
  width: 100%;
  padding: 0 20px 20px;
}

.post-links li {
  display: inline-block;
}

.post-links li + li {
  margin-left: 6px;
}

/* цитаты и код */
.quote-box,
.code-box,
.inner,
.modal-inner > .container,
.editBookmark,
#MyBookmarks,
.hvStickerPackModal,
#post-mentions #mentions-area {
  border: none !important;
  border-radius: 10px !important;
  box-shadow: none !important;
  background: var(--color-light2) !important;
}

blockquote,
.blockcode {
  margin: 0;
  width: 100%;
  padding: 20px;
  font: var(--post-text);
}

cite,
.code-box .legend,
.spoiler-box > div {
  display: block;
  margin: 0;
  font: 500 10px/1 var(--font1);
  padding: 0 !important;
  color: var(--color-dark2);
}

/* форма ответа */
.punbb textarea {
  overflow: auto;
  font: var(--post-text) !important;
  width: 100% !important;
  position: relative;
  z-index: 9;
  text-transform: none;
  background-color: transparent !important;
  box-shadow: inset 0 0 40px rgba(255,255,255,0.3);
}

#main-reply {
  height: 220px;
}

#form-buttons {
  gap: 15px;
  display: grid;
  grid-template-columns: 1fr 100px;
  align-items: center;
  justify-items: start;
  height: 20px;
}

#form-buttons table {
  width: 100% !important;
  grid-column: 1;
  grid-row: 1;
}

#form-buttons tr {
  width: 100%;
  display: flex;
  justify-content: flex-start;
  gap: 8px;
}

#plng,
#form-buttons table td {
  display: flex;
  justify-content: center;
  gap: 5px;
  align-items: center;
}

#form-buttons td {
  font: 500 17px var(--mat) !important;
  background-image: none !important;
  width: 20px !important;
  cursor: pointer;
  height: 20px !important;
  transition: opacity 0.3s;
}

#form-buttons table td:hover {
  opacity: 0.5;
}

#plng {
  width: 100%;
  grid-column: 2;
}

#plng b {
  font-weight: 500;
}

/* поля и кнопки */
input[type="text"],
input[type="password"],
input[type="number"],
.punbb #sTheme,
.punbb #isk,
select,
option {
  background-color: var(--color-light3) !important;
  font: 500 11px var(--font) !important;
  color: var(--color-dark2) !important;
  border: 1px solid var(--color-gray3) !important;
  padding: 8px 10px !important;
}

.button,
.hvStickerPackModalTab,
input[type="file"] {
  cursor: pointer;
  font: 500 11px/1 var(--font) !important;
  border: none !important;
  border-radius: 6px !important;
  padding: 4px 8px !important;
  background-color: var(--color-light2) !important;
  color: #4b4b4b;
}

.submit {
  background: var(--color-dark2) !important;
  color: #ececea !important;
}

/* статистика */
#pun-stats .container {
  margin: 0;
  display: flex;
  flex-wrap: wrap;
  justify-content: flex-start;
  gap: 0 5px;
  padding: 15px;
  background: #f8f8f8;
  border-radius: 10px;
}

#pun-stats .container li,
#pun-stats .container li * {
  font-weight: 500;
  color: var(--color-dark1);
}

#pun-stats .container #onlinelist {
  width: 100%;
}

#onlinelist > div > span,
#onlinelist > div > span a {
  color: var(--color-gray2) !important;
  font-weight: 400 !important;
}

/* футер */
#pun-about {
  display: flex;
  justify-content: center;
  width: calc(var(--main-w) + var(--main-p) * 2);
  height: 180px;
  margin: 0 0 calc(0px - var(--main-p)) calc(var(--main-p) * -1);
  background: #8dfc3c;
}

#pun-about .container {
  font-size: 8px;
  position: absolute;
  margin-top: 185px;
  width: 100%;
  text-align: center;
}

#pun-about * {
  color: #fff;
}

/* скрытое */
.acchide,
h1,
#pun-navlinks h2,
#pun-status h2,
#pun-ulinks h2,
.multipage .topic h2,
form#post.container legend span,
.post-sig dt span,
.crumbs strong,
.divider hr,
#pun-userlist .main h2,
#pun .modlist,
.stickytext,
.closedatafield,
#pun-viewforum #pun-main h2,
#pun-announcement h2,
#pun-modviewforum h2,
#pun-break4,
#pun-messages .post-sig,
.tipsy-arrow,
.clearer,
#pun-searchtopics #pun-main h2,
.num_msg:before,
#topic-users-in a:last-child:after,
#topic-modmenu span,
#pun-viewforum .modmenu span,
#post-form h2,
#pun-index thead,
#pun-index .tcr br,
#pun-index .tc2,
#pun-index .tc3,
.lastedit,
.pa-reg,
.pa-gifts,
.pa-replies,
.sharelink,
.pl-share,
.pl-reports,
#viewprofile-next #profilenav,
#pa-invites,
#profile-gifts,
#pun-live-rusff,
.crumbs em,
#pun-searchposts em,
#pun-searchtopics .modmenu,
.bubble:after,
#pun-post .topic h2,
.hide-box .qcn,
#topic-feed,
.catleft,
.catright,
#button-files_rusff,
#button-graffiti_rusff,
#pun-index .subforums em,
.reactions-root,
.pa-ip .fld-name,
.mylike .post-vote,
#button-smile,
#pa-name,
#pa-birthdate,
#pa-location,
.postlink .closed,
.pa-respect img,
.pa-online,
.pa-last-visit,
#messages legend,
sup.new,
label[for="tags"],
span.cooltext,
.cool2,
#post #post-preview legend,
#h-unanswered,
#h-replies,
#pa-sex {
  display: none !important;
}

/* scrollbar */
::-webkit-scrollbar {
  width: 5px;
  height: 5px;
}

#pun *::-webkit-scrollbar {
  width: 3px;
  height: 3px;
}

::-webkit-scrollbar-track {
  background: #c8c8c8;
  border-radius: 9px;
}

::-webkit-scrollbar-thumb {
  background: var(--color-accent1);
  border-radius: 9px;
}

/* selection */
::selection,
.highlight-text {
  color: var(--color-light2) !important;
  background: var(--color-dark2) !important;
}

/* mobile */
@-moz-document url-prefix() {
  * {
    scrollbar-width: thin;
  }
}

@media screen and (max-device-width: 480px) {
  #pun {
    width: 100%;
    padding: 0 10px 10px;
  }

  #pun-title,
  #pun-about {
    width: calc(100% + 20px);
    margin-left: -10px;
  }

  #pun-navlinks .container,
  #pun-ulinks .container {
    flex-wrap: wrap;
  }
}

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